There comes a tyme in every ones life where you have to define what makes you different from the rest. I have been searching for answers to this dilemma for some tyme now. There are some things that I can tell you about myself....I hate self doubt. I hate infidelity. I hate disrespect.
All these things, in all forms, make me want to do unpleasant things to those who cause them.
I am trying to be pleasant...
I am no better in design than any one else, but I strive to be better than I was yesterday. It is unforgivable to me, the unwillingness, or lack of desire that some possess that keeps them from searching for perfection. Only tyme will tell, as they say tyme heels all wounds...We shall see.
---BIshOp
Monday, April 5, 2010
The past...
Many years ago, things in my life were none to happy. Running with the wrong crowd, being a heathen, doing things to people that should never be done to anyone or anything.
Yes, it was me who put an ice pick into a mans left eye, simply because he made an off the cuff remark about me with me with no knowledge of what was really going on.
Yes, it was me who set a mans testicles on fire for taking my whiskey bottle and throwing it into a lake.
Yes, it was me who, in the past, thought these things were admirable.....
The past is over....These are the life and TYMES.......
Yes, it was me who put an ice pick into a mans left eye, simply because he made an off the cuff remark about me with me with no knowledge of what was really going on.
Yes, it was me who set a mans testicles on fire for taking my whiskey bottle and throwing it into a lake.
Yes, it was me who, in the past, thought these things were admirable.....
The past is over....These are the life and TYMES.......
Sunday, April 4, 2010
I am still having some trouble with the real scope of this blog. Sharing my feelings has never come easily to me.Still I wonder if I am actually sharing anything new. Am I writing things that people can see for themselves just by looking at me?Why do I suddenly have so many damned questions?
Self doubt is annoying. I despise it. And yet today I seem to be full of it. Tyme will tell, and I will learn......
---BIshOp
Self doubt is annoying. I despise it. And yet today I seem to be full of it. Tyme will tell, and I will learn......
---BIshOp
This morning I woke up and thought I had a pretty good idea of what kind of man I am. However this evening, while attending an Easter event, out of respect for my girl, I realized that I actually have no frigging idea who I am...Do you believe in God? Do you believe in puppies? Do you believe in beliefs?
I want to say that I do believe in God. I think I do. But, I really don't know if I do.
How does anyone know anything? I have always believed that we learn things to be true or we learn things to be questioned. We know that the sky is blue because we learned what blue looks like. But, what if what I think blue is, is actually red? Does that mean the sky is red?
I learned about Jesus Christ. I learned about his sacrifice for my sins. I learned about his sermon on the mount. And at the same time ,in school I learned that Pluto was a planet. Now they say its a star...What am I supposed to believe? And why am I having such a hard tyme doing it?
I want to say that I do believe in God. I think I do. But, I really don't know if I do.
How does anyone know anything? I have always believed that we learn things to be true or we learn things to be questioned. We know that the sky is blue because we learned what blue looks like. But, what if what I think blue is, is actually red? Does that mean the sky is red?
I learned about Jesus Christ. I learned about his sacrifice for my sins. I learned about his sermon on the mount. And at the same time ,in school I learned that Pluto was a planet. Now they say its a star...What am I supposed to believe? And why am I having such a hard tyme doing it?
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